Shitty Thoughts

I never used to have negative thoughts about people – whether they were good, bad or indifferent – I never used to feel any which way about them.  Even if someone was the worst person in the world – I still never used to feel that they deserved the same shitty luck they wished upon others; but that happens now and I need to get out of that. Those thoughts will turn me into that shitty person and I cannot stoop down to be as low as them.

It’s funny though because as soon as I have the thought, I automatically have the opposite reaction like “No, that’s what a shitty person would think – just let it go and get over it.” So, at least that side still exists in my head…

I’m not totally shit outta luck.