But no one will ever understand your situation because no one was ever in the same place as you, no one was ever in the same struggle as you, so no one can help you make that decision, but you.
I never used to have negative thoughts about people – whether they were good, bad or indifferent – I never used to feel any which way about them. Even if someone was the worst person in the world – I still never used to feel that they deserved the same shitty luck they wished upon others; but that happens now and I need to get out of that. Those thoughts will turn me into that shitty person and I cannot stoop down to be as low as them.
It’s funny though because as soon as I have the thought, I automatically have the opposite reaction like “No, that’s what a shitty person would think – just let it go and get over it.” So, at least that side still exists in my head…
I’m not totally shit outta luck.